These last few days have been a bit hellish and unruly...I feel myself retreating to my thoughts instead of willing them to the air and scrutiny that is promised...I never said I was good enough or willing to even try but...I do...everyday. I've always been a bittersweet fountain. And really...I only wish to change the dramatics behind it...I aspire to be a not-so-bittersweet-man-made-replica-of-the-ocean. Otherwise known as a big big big deal...Maybe not to you but on some little helpless persons scale. I love the underdog and I really feel like there are not enough people fightin for us.
The funny thing is right now I am the poorest person I know and I don't feel like it. I love my life and the direction its going...because its my freakin life!!!!! And really because I realize that God has to be the center of my attention or I'll just wind up lost and losin again. Money has never satisfied me. I really just aspire for the good stuff it buys. And the stress it relieves on my bills and rent. Aside from that I know it has no real weight in my life. I encourage anyone who dares listen to my maniac like thoughts...try life with more focus on your Higher Power and less on money...see where life takes you...
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I so agree with the comment you made about $, been there had that Thats not what moves STRONG women I know alot more things that lights my fire....as in you I'm sorry my plans got canceled but I still LOVE you don't worry I be at you soon MA !!!
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